KuramiKurono

I drown myself in music and games to forget the pain. I put away the pain and anger to take out on an innocent. I'll never get in control. I will forever hurt others. My life is falling to pieces. My heart is ripping at the seams. Running and hiding is all I know. Never facing the issue is my way. Why do people like me? Does anyone see who I really am? I put on a falling facade. I shun anyone who gets too close.

How long has it been since you've spoken to me? How long has it been since your sweet voice touched my ears? It seems like ages have passed before my very eyes. It seems like eternity since our last good-byes. How long can I hold onto your gentle frame? How long can I stay within your warm embrace? Only in my waking hours do I count the days. Only in my dreams do you ever truly stay. How many times must we part this way? How many times will fate play it's cruel game? Oh how I long to stay within your loving embrace. Oh how I wish love for me would show upon your face.

If I held you close to dry your tears, Will you do the same for me? If I told you I'd protect you, Would you let me be your shield? If I told you I'd be yours forever, Will you take my hand? If I told you that I love you, Would you tell it to me back?

Run to me with all your fears. Run to me with all your tears. I will be here for you to cry on. I will be here for you to cry to. Why do you hurt yourself? Why do you make yourself be in pain? I'm here to take your pain. I'm here to be your everything. Run to me when the world hurts you. Run to me when everyone beats you. I will be here for you to lean on. I will be here for you anytime. Why do you take the beating? Why do you make the pain worse? I'm here to be your shield. I'm here to be yours. Why does hurting yourself make you feel so much better.... When it hurts me so.... Stop hurting us both....

The morning was young as the sun had just barely risen and the clouds were still hanging close to the ground creating a thin fog in the barren valley. There on the top of a cliff-face over looking old Midgar was a figure standing against the rising orange sun, creating a black silhouette. Her dazzling green eyes scanned the valley below her, trying to see anything in the misty grey fog. She didn't know what she was looking for here, but something kept calling out to her. It felt like something was pulling on her, wanting her to go closer to the ruins, like she would find it there. Jumping onto her motorcycle, Deshanna drove off towards the ru